goldie the goldfish.

It's a funny feeling. And I may sound completely retarded. But I know how it feels, and it feels friggin awesome!

It puts life in front of rose tinted unbreakable super strong unbendable glasses, this feeling. It makes you want to live in it and never get the fuck out. It wants you to wake up every morning and just be. Just be...

It makes you want to cook and clean and sleep and do all things that seem so ordinary, only it makes the ordinary special...this feeling.

It's like fairy dust. Like pot pourri. Like scented candles. Like marshmellows dipped in chocolate. Like hot food. Like warm hugs. Like night showers. Like a comfortable bed. Like anything you like. Anything!

It's so nice. And it's so special. It's like someone drilled a hole through your head and walked right in. Like he read everything, pulled out folders and files, and just read everything. And then, when it couldnt get any weirder...just became that one person. That one person who, so effortlessly, turned your world upside down. Not many people know this feeling. Those who do are lucky, those who dont...dont give up on it yet :) Its beautiful. Like..the mountains.

Like the sea. Like the sand and the snow and everything in between. Like a little girl with her doll house, like a little boy with his toys. Like an old man with an old woman and the love they share in their broken voice. Like a cloud to a labourer, like milk to cereal and fodder to cattle and umm..music to lyrics. And perfect boy to perfect girl. It's magical...

It's magical and unlike any magic you've known, it's bleeding real. REAL and beautiful. Beautiful and everlasting. It's irrevocable, and it's a crazy journey. It's a journey on a pretty road with turns and broken streetlamps. But a journey, nonetheless. It's like the smell of earth after the rains. It's something you never want to get rid of. It's a lasting memory, this. It's now. And tomorrow. And day after. And every day after that. It's just...It's almost trippy. Happy highs and not many lows..its how it should be and it's how it is. It just is...



How like this he is ??


selah dor.. <3