No one knew...

...when she cried
when the bud of innocence was so blatantly plucked...trampled to nothingness..did she weep herself to bed? oh yes she did..did she complain? did anybody even care to hear her out? left alone to grow in her misery...a feeling of abandonment amongst people she called "her own"...she cried..oh yes she did...

No one to placate her sorrow..no one to confide in..no one to mollify the pain..she lay on her bed...a feeling of worthlesness...a looming heart...and then she cried...

"why me" she asked..looking up to the chipping ceiling of her room...the room that knew everything that happened within its walls...the room that provided her solace...but also reminded her of those tumultuous nights...the nights she wept silently in her bed...while someone was sporting and evil grin...lust in his eyes...no feeling of guilt...and she cried...

does she deserve this? was she hand-picked by Him to suffer like this? where did she go wrong...she was only 13...girlie-chatting over the phone..blushing at the sight of boys she considered "cute"...mall-crashing...sleepovers every weekend...and then...she was back at home...back to her share of desolation...a melancholy tune she hummed...

And then...shutting her moist eyes..withdrawing herself from this wretchedness...she silently cried.


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Songs written on sexual abuse...my personal favorites..
Anna Lee by Dream Theater
Bringer of Torture, by Kreator
Daddy's Girl, by Scorpions
Dont let Daddy Kiss me, by Motorhead
Tier by Rammstein
Long way to Happy, by Pink
Family Tree, by Megadeth